In the beginning my heavenly visitations were completely involuntary but as I grew up in spirit, I began
to realize that if I was with Jeshua I could transcend whenever I wanted. When I realized this fact, I
constantly threw myself into Heaven and it was extremely difficult to want to be on Earth. Writing that
statement takes a lot of courage because I am a doting homeschool mom to 3 magnificent Lions from
the Tribe of Judah and a wifey to a good, good, good husband. Yet, living in heaven while on Earth, was
bliss. A few weeks into this journey I began to realize how unfair of me it was to do this to my family,
friends, and my organization. It is a hard concept to grasp but I finally realized that I would have eternity
in heaven and had to separate my spiritual longings from Earthly needs. Once I established a healthy
balance, I learned how to separate spirit and soul to continually operate from heaven while on Earth
(See Gate 3 for more).

After coming to grips with my newfound reality, I would pop into the courtrooms daily. On one
occasion I realized that the court was closed but saw a Gate at the back corner from which I heard
giggles. I followed the giggles. My eyes were accosted by one of the vilest sites I had ever seen in
heaven. Remember I said you couldn’t have a negative thought in heaven…. Well, as soon as I
entertained that negative thought, I got booted out of that heavenly realm. This happened on at least
four occasions before I got to understand what I was seeing. He called himself an ancient and soon he
would become one of my best friends in heaven. He was surrounded by little children, and he was
teaching them all how to communicate in heaven. He called it “soul communicating”