Went to Jeshua in my garden to ask for the umpteenth time the same question of WHY? Why do I
keep falling to sin in the same area? My earthly Father was standing beside him and bonked my two
heads together. Two heads because both my soul and spirit seemed to be in two minds about a LOT
of things! So YHWH had been uniting my soul and spirit together by slamming the bible closed on
them in a gray light that I realized was the glory cloud (See Gate 3 for the Glory Cloud adventure).
But now it was my earthly Father showing me that soul and flesh are to be in one accord in the mind

i.e., DO NOT BE DOUBLE MINDED. “Come near to YHWH and he will come near to you. Wash your
hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.” James 4:8 (NIV)

Then came the revelation. I started to love my flesh and thank it instead of treating it as a means of
transportation. As I did that two other beings said, “It’s a pleasure”. I asked who they were, one
introduced himself as “thief” and the other as “rebellion” (see the member section). They couldn’t
tolerate the high frequency of love I had received from YHWH. Also, finally accepting my body as
being made in His image, they had to flee from this newly accepted vessel of love. Spirits can only
survive in the frequency of some form of hatred. Remember, Satan poses AS the roaring lion to kill,
steal and destroy. However, He is not THE roaring Lion - YHWH!

I thanked “thief” and “rebellion” for the help they provided in my life pre-Jeshua (PTSD, abuse, and
the list goes on and on) and commanded them to go. I stood on their heads walking up the stairway
to heaven, as I ascended. Luke 10:19, “Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and
scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you.”

Through this visual, I finally realized that the only way to successfully ascend was to discipline my
flesh through LOVE! This is what the Lord told me a few months ago, when He asked, “What if sin
were a way to love yourself more?” It now made sense to me.

I promised my body that there would be no more nitpicking about its form, and I would nurture
myself through love. I have the metabolism of Christ and the mind of Christ with my new mind,
spirit, and body. 3 in one, in holy union. This union in mind/soul, body, and spirit reflected the image
of the Holy Trinity made in His image. 

Then as the acceptance happened, I saw my body as a pyramid with my face above it. The demons
departed and as they did, the pyramid began to shake and crack to reveal my flesh inside. You are
made in the image of YHWH, try and love yourself like YHWH loves you! Embrace yourself first
because as Jeshua said, the second commandment to love your neighbor as yourself cannot be
achieved until you face facts and love yourself and stop enslaving your body to sin mentality.

“I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and
give you a heart of flesh.”
Ezekiel 36:26