office administration

I must have been about seven years old in heavenly age. I remember the Lord saying that He
wanted to show me something and familiarized me with the foyer of another bright room. I
curiously peaked around the corner, still shyly hanging on to the back of Jeshua’s robes. I had
been here once before. I was much younger in heavenly age then. It was then that I was allowed
to have a temper tantrum if you remember the incident correctly from Gate 1. I saw very busy
beings floating up and down what looked like hallways and hallways of stored folders.

A particular book caught my eye, it had my name on it. I realized that this was the Office
where my book of life was kept. I was ashamed of all the bad things I had done in my life. So, I
charged at the book and threw it away so that nobody could read it. The scribes rushed quickly
to my aid. Brushed off their cherished book and quickly put it back where it needed to go. To my
amazement I wasn’t kicked out of heaven for breaking the rules. When I asked Wisdom why I
was allowed to act like this, she told me it was because in heaven people heal. I wasn’t allowed
to act like a brat on Earth and so it was divinely accepted for my healing that I actually needed to
act out my emotions so as to grow. The scribes seemed to giggle with excitement, and I started
laughing with them at what I was just allowed to do, in heaven!!

On my second “Paint My Message” encounter, one scribe beckoned me and thought,
“Do you want to know a secret”? She pulled out my book again. But as she paged through it the
pages were all blank. She communicated, “the book is blank because it only gets read in private
between you and Father at the Judgement seat”. That was a huge relief for me, but she further
told me that the reason why they scuttled so quickly to get the book was that they didn’t want
the book falling into the hands of the enemy to be used against me.

Suddenly it all made sense to me why the class was so aghast at me in the Auditorium
when I shouted out my Mandate. I had just learned another rule in heaven. Heaven is private.
You need to conceptualize your lessons in your heart and move on, not speak it out. This is also
why the scrolls are always blank when you receive them until you begin reading them.

If your name hasn’t been written in the Lambs book of life, I encourage you to seek
Jeshua, for nobody comes to the Father but through Him. Engage Him, he stands at the door or
gate and knocks. He will walk you through life, but you have to accept him as your Lord and
savior first.