Psychology of Heaven

It has taken years for me to understand the natural process an un-institutionalized mind needs to
transition into a heavenly malleable soul. This section is not so much an adventure as it is a personal
progression of how I grew into being able to 1) stay in heaven and 2) engage with its beings, and 3)
understand my function on earth as it is in heaven.

As I tell people who ask and believe me - not that many people ask because they are so set in
the sludge of the world, I find that heaven is hard to explain in adjectives. I am a prophetic artist and as I
wrote the last sentence the Lord showed me people sinking in quicksand that was as pretty as
multicolored layers of soft serve ice cream, forming turrets up their legs, while pulling them down. Every
color had a word written up it. The biggest one I am seeing now is social media, another has a dollar sign on it. There are millions of words on attractive colors, but the bottom line is, whatever is pulling you
down is a distraction from ascending. Hence, the learning opportunities are up to us to prioritize:
heavenly system or beast system.

Back to my life. When I first started the visitations, it took months of visitations before I was
able to stay in heaven for longer than a few minutes (see Gate 3. Cloud of Witnesses). The reason is that
not a negative word can be thought of in heaven – not one, or else you lose that privilege of heaven.
Take into account, I was at the height (use that word sparingly because there is no timeline in heaven,
and I still need a lot more development) of my spiritual career having just opened a governmental
Ekklesia. And yet, I couldn’t even eradicate negative spirits/thoughts from my mind. “For if YHW did not
spare angels when they sinned, but cast them into hell” 2 Peter 2:4, so too I needed to be cast out of
heaven because we serve a Just and Righteous YHWH.

After understanding how to stay there, the next hurdle for me not to live there! Again, it is
exceptionally difficult to describe … the ABSOLUTE peace, contentment, joy, love, and nurturing
acceptance into the depth of your spirit at a microscopic dimensional level. I always said, “No wonder
people glide all over heaven – NOTHING is heavy there, NOTHING weighs you down.” Because their
mindset is TRIUMPHare (see Gate 2 for Triumphare), not warfare.

It took my 3 year old child, at the time, giving me a glance of longing for his mommy that shot
me straight back to being present! This truly pierced my heart as I had a myriad of mommy issues. But in that one look, he showed me that although I was present there physically, my spirit was not there. Once that jolted me back to my natural surroundings, I had to deal with the expectations of another child, my inner child. Now that my spirit was having these incomprehensible engagements, my soul started acting out. I didn’t realize that the separation of soul and spirit was a real thing. Those strategies will be dealt with in more detail in Gate 2. But for now, I will focus on my journey.

The stage where I am at currently is almost a 180-degree turn. I enjoy being on Earth now that I
realize that heavenly hosts do not get to physically be on Earth. I joke with Jeshua saying, “You still need
hands and feet – guess I am it”. He needs doers! I called myself a Chicken Little activist, and for 7 years I
was trying to wake up US Citizens that Communism/Globalism is coming. And one thing I realized in my
country is that few people who want to do anything. Now I am realizing there are even fewer people
who desire to do real kingdom work. See my Bench of 3 experience at Gate 3. I am sure I will be adding
to the process as I am far from done. I do know, however, that the psychological process of entering
and engaging in heaven will give you the HOPE to travel the narrow path that leads you to HIM!
Jeshua! The Messiah! Heaven begins here within you! 

“For many are called, but few are chosen”
Matt. 22:14 – BE CHOSEN!