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torches
In 2022 my new year’s resolution from the Lord was to invoke blessings over anyone and everyone (I
realize it is contentious for me to use the word invoke but by Gate 3 you have come to the realization
that I am of the opinion: it is time to take back everything stolen from His creation, including words). In
2023 the Lord commissioned me to start gifting his children. With what you may ask? I was calling them
mantels but when I explained what I was seeing to my mentor, she called them torches (In South Africa, we call flashlights torches hence the confusion). They did in fact look like brilliant Olympic Torches.
How did I arrive at this undeserving roll (pun and spelling intended read further for the explanation). I was up at the backside of my mountain one day with Jeshua and I started to walk and talk/think. When we reached the top of my mountain, I glanced down to see thousands upon thousands of flameless torches planted in the ground like trees. I asked My Savior, “What are those for?” I had become accustomed to asking now. That was a heavenly trait I have had to learn over the years specifically not to get booted out. His answer will shock you.
“Those are all the generational unclaimed torches.” I could see the disappointment in his eyes
for a humanity that could be operating in heavenly giftings but unwittingly chose not to. These treasures were just sitting there: useless! This is why I always joke with Jeshua and say that he needs me because at least I can physically do things on Earth. Whereas he needs a willing vessel and reckless abandonment of self. I know it is a cheeky joke but to some extent it is true. The entire point of this website is to let you know that HE needs you, WE need you and Humanity needs you, so take a stand! The ruler of the Universe has your victory and it is ready to be claimed!
Without giving it a second thought the heavenly brat in me started running down the hill to pick
up the torches. I ferociously gathered as many as I could hold. Matthew 11:12, “From the days of John
the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and violent men take it by force.” After
that I miraculously started stuffing them into my backpack that instantly arrived based on my thought.
When that grew too full (note, I didn’t say heavy because you don’t feel in heaven), I decided to roll
down the hill to collect the rest. Do you remember when you used to roll like a log down the hill? Well
just picture Ninjitsu Spin Master Me kicking up those torches.
I think I must be the local entertainment in heaven because it was the first time, I saw Jeshua
slap his knee in excitement while the rest of the heavenly hosts belly laughed with me. Not at me but
with me! For the previous revelation please see Gate 3 Cloud of witnesses. I often wonder what
possessed me to do that but then I realize that is the way He created me and that is what gives Him the ultimate joy. Not only being in right relationship with his creation but seeing us exercise the intricacies of the personality he created us to be.
I know the repressive culture I grew up in, particularly to perform. I am sure society’s dictates
are equally pressured for you but if you break the spirit of people pleasing and only live for a party of
one, THE ONE, your adventures will begin to roll. Take that step over the threshold with the Lover of
your soul, push into him and start handing out some torches. The next adventure with the torches will
blow your mind!
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