Trauma is a never-ending loop of insanity i.e., doing the same thing over and over again expecting a
different outcome. I should know, I am a survivor of PTSD. Those four letters encompass a myriad of
abuse issues that fed into one diagnosis in my late forties. In the member section, we will dive into
the actual instances of abuse and the healing visions that lead me through the narrow gate 6 . But for
now, this immense subject is better dealt with in terms of the Soul Integration we are pursuing you
through Gate 2.

Trauma comes in all different experiences, and it is a psychological way of protecting ourselves from
the same hurt. Nobody escapes life without some form of trauma. I hope I am wrong but am yet to
meet that individual should he or she exist. If you do, please contact me on the contact us page, we
all have a lot to learn from you. That being said, Paint My Message is here to equip you with
heavenly tools to overcome your trauma, so feel free to book a session or read further.

To me, trauma is the exact counterfeit to love. In Ezekiel, we hear about the concentric circles and
although there is probably no theological research on this, I internalize those circles as His unending-
undying love for us. The father of lies, however, can also supposedly help protect us in the world of
self, but his counterfeit tools keep us in an unending downward spiral of insanity. From other
religions, to books, to psychiatrists and psychologists the list is extensive of all the quick fixes that
never delve into the trauma of a soul needing to be healed. And believe me, I was the queen bee of
employing all those tools and am still trying to rid myself of the world of self-governance!

The Soul is full of intricacies, traumas particularly are set in the mind and leach the soul-spirit
connection. The beginning of freedom is simply to admit that what you are doing is not working and
humbly submit to the Lord. In 2017, the Lord gave me the word S.O.S as my mantra. It was simple,
the acronym stood for Sacrifice – Obedience – Sanctification. That truly is the only simple thing
about the acronym: trying to submit in obedience is the hardest thing I have had to do throughout
my life. More explanations are to be found in Gate 1: Acronyms in the member section.

“Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction,
and many enter through it. Matthew 7:13

Please join me as we access the gates to your soul for breakthrough! Obviously, these are my
painted messages (the actual paintings for this encounter can be found in the site), I hope you draw
from them. This newfound understanding of the S.O.S, coupled with His process of how to access
the scripture in obedience to Christ will be the sweet fragrance to the world.

Heavenly Father as is the everyday cry of my heart –encapsulate S.O.S in my mind and heart by
healing these traumas. Bring me one step closer to you, to walk in your freedom. Ezekiel’s wheels
are now circulating around our pulsating hearts and in faith, their fire is burning up the traumas
around us. I thank you Lord for solidifying this teaching in EVERY cell of our being. I bleed the
blood of Jeshua over this experience to be forever changed minute by minute, in your concentric
circles of love.